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Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 7:48 PM
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Firstly i would like to thank

  • Mr Seet
  • Ms Rani
  • Ms Liew
  • Suhaimi
  • Jasper
  • Zhewei
  • Lester
  • Ali
  • Sebastian
  • Zul
  • Jocelyn
  • Jackie
  • Jasmine
  • Michelle
  • Yvonne
  • Teena
  • Yun rui
  • Zhen ying

(sorry if i missed out your name) be it for support or wishes me best of luck for the O lvl result. Unfortunately I did not fared that well. Just average. So stop bugging me about the result. If you want to know, here. 27. Pathetic 27 alright. Afterall the hardship that i invested and went through, this was what i got. I would have gone to ITE HIGHER NITEC given my good n lvl result last year. But i was stubborn and wanted to do O lvl. This is my just dessert. For now, leave me alone. I need some time to be alone. Ponder on the things which got me into this shit. Thank god, thanks a lot. Maybe im destined to be the black sheep in the family. Not living up to the family's name. What a shame. I cant face my relatives this chinese new year. I shall go into hiding.

those subjects that i worried so much i would fail became pass. Those that i have confidence in getting good grades turned out to be a borderline grade. WTF. The result was unexpected. Even the teachers were shocked. What can i do? I've sat for it. I've brought disappointment to them once again.

And to Ms Siti Z and Mdm Selena, i appreciate your support and drive for me to do well. Your drive for me to be one of the top few students but maybe i am not academically-inclined. And given the shitty result i got, i've disappointed both of you AGAIN. Time and again. Maybe i will rise to the occasion but it wont be so soon. Maybe in my afterlife(after sec sch) So i hope you continue giving me support and see me rise through the years. Insyaallah amin.

After what herrizal told me online, my mind was at eased. He said, dude, we're n.a students therefore the results cannot be as good as those sec 4 express because they started learning o lvl sub 3 years ago whereas we only squeezed everything within a span of 8 months. Getting a 23 or above and below is good enough for a n.a students. Therefore i shall not dwell on the result.